better late than never
I have this strange feeling. The more days are passing by, the more I think about life. It seems to be normal behaviour in this day and age and I am sure I am not the only person on earth who does so too.
Everything changed rapidly within a couple of months. Success came, private on one hand but also in my carreer. Paradoxly, the more you reach and the more you use to gain from it, the harder it gets to enjoy it. Wasn't it always like this: You were young and had so much free time to do things, but had no money for the things you desired- nowadays it is the absolute opposite situation, you have the money to fulfil all the dreams, but you won't have the time to enjoy them like you use to do in the past. I am sure you agree with me.
All of my interests have changed too. I don't like to skateboard at the moment, this just doesn't flashes me anymore. I'd rather enjoyed snowboarding these days, even if it wasn't the thing that it used to be anymore. I really thought about learning how to ski again. Mountainbiking is still keeping my adrenaline high leveled, which is very important to me coz otherwise I am sure I couldn't handle every days life like I use to do now. Well, the woods are in front of my doorstep, even right now (nice view) and it's just a jump over to heaven hehehehhe.
Travelling is probably the thing that gets me the most excited ... still! Ín a few weeks I will be on the road again. Abu Dhabi, Singapore and the Philipines will be the destinations to discover this time. Asia is still keeping me banned.
Seeing friends from the past and from the near future will be the mission, always on the search to an endless worldwide-link-up with exciting people.
I want to get to know new styles, new views and perspectives of new and refreshing thoughts and people. I want all to feed my soul, such as you give injections to the sick...
Germany is like cancer and people are the virus. Sometimes I wish I wouldn't have learned so much about everything, you may tend to see things from too far away. Crypted mind...
The only thing which is keeping me, I wouldn't say concerned, rather aware is the people that surround me at the moment. There are quite many, but in somehow I feel alone.
Everything changed rapidly within a couple of months. Success came, private on one hand but also in my carreer. Paradoxly, the more you reach and the more you use to gain from it, the harder it gets to enjoy it. Wasn't it always like this: You were young and had so much free time to do things, but had no money for the things you desired- nowadays it is the absolute opposite situation, you have the money to fulfil all the dreams, but you won't have the time to enjoy them like you use to do in the past. I am sure you agree with me.
All of my interests have changed too. I don't like to skateboard at the moment, this just doesn't flashes me anymore. I'd rather enjoyed snowboarding these days, even if it wasn't the thing that it used to be anymore. I really thought about learning how to ski again. Mountainbiking is still keeping my adrenaline high leveled, which is very important to me coz otherwise I am sure I couldn't handle every days life like I use to do now. Well, the woods are in front of my doorstep, even right now (nice view) and it's just a jump over to heaven hehehehhe.
Travelling is probably the thing that gets me the most excited ... still! Ín a few weeks I will be on the road again. Abu Dhabi, Singapore and the Philipines will be the destinations to discover this time. Asia is still keeping me banned.
Seeing friends from the past and from the near future will be the mission, always on the search to an endless worldwide-link-up with exciting people.
I want to get to know new styles, new views and perspectives of new and refreshing thoughts and people. I want all to feed my soul, such as you give injections to the sick...
Germany is like cancer and people are the virus. Sometimes I wish I wouldn't have learned so much about everything, you may tend to see things from too far away. Crypted mind...
The only thing which is keeping me, I wouldn't say concerned, rather aware is the people that surround me at the moment. There are quite many, but in somehow I feel alone.
posted by knipser at 11:05 AM
1 Comments:
i like your thought. think about good day in the past. think about me when u feel lonly.....miss u :)
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